Got back our English and Maths full result today .
When Mr Tong stepped into the classroom , he was SMILING , and in his hands were our exam papers! Suddenly I felt really tensed . "Mr Tong! 可以不要再笑吗？！" Instead of stopping , he laughed and the whole room was tensed! First one , Paper One .

Guys , please stop calling my name when it comes to composition . I know I did quite badly 'cause I only touched and go . I only wrote ROUGHLY what happened the last time the car accident took place at Toa Payoh .

I was really upset with Paper One for English and I wanted to "throw fire" . Well , what shocked me was Paper Two , as I didn't get THAT high before . As Mr Tong gave out the "69 and a half" paper , he announced the owner of the "71 and a half" paper . I thought that was mine , as the comprehension and comprehension cloze would pull my marks down . But , who knows? It wasn't mine . Indeed I was shocked . Out of the top 3 , I will definitely let Dawn and Bathilda win me . And I got third for the paper . But overall , I am only 4th in position . Sad .

Wisely Yeo , stop draining my thoughts with "saddedness". Is it even a word? Oo .

Back back back . I already know that I will score quite badly for Maths , so no surprises . It is all the stupid mistakes . I remembered that my mind was blank at the 2 marks question already , and since then I knew my Maths A* is gone . And I got third , wow .

Sen Jade! Your miracle came true! I still could remember seeing you doing the action ,"Oh yes!" Haha!

Chinese , I know my 80 marks is gone , unless my composition pulls me up . Wulaoshi was using a whole new method to go through the answers . Haha , at least when people were talking , I can see (: When class was about to end , I went to keep the wires and all . Then Wulaoshi told me not to give myself too much pressure . "不要担心你第一名的位置，下个考试，你要跟全新加坡的小六同学比！" I nodded my head , trying not to cry . But when I got back to my seat , I cried (don't ask why) .
How I wish I was back to the Primary 4 me , when I was stress-free and I didn't need to compete with other pupils . I may be leading in this race , but I am slowing down and really tired already . After the SA1 , guess what , I totally gave up . Surprised? That was actually when I scored my highest of 320 . But I totally gave up . I was really tired . Then , after the Prelim One I ran back in the race . Results aren't out ... geshs .

My target for Prelim Two .
English : 78 (got back)
Maths : 83 (got back)
Chinese : 80
Science : 65
Higher Chinese : Hm...it's been long since I've remembered the questions!

Science I purposely put it low , 'cause Mr Lee said that the whole class had done badly for it . I have totally no faith in Chinese ... no faith at all ...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GLADYS AND YANYING! STAY PRETTY!(: