"Be calm, 外公has passed away peacefully.."
This post is specially delicated to Ho Sen Jade.
Dah, I know this tragic news may be a big blow for you. Cry all you want, let go of all your sorrows. I know you may still not be able to accept this into reality, but you'll have to learn to face reality. Dah, you must have resilence.
I cannot imagine you running into the toilet and cry so much, the Sen Jade I know was cheerful, strong and will never let anything defeat her. Dah, I know how hard it is. Remember how depressed I was when my dog, Bobby, who was like my older brother for all my life passed away on Chinese New Year? Time will wash away our sorrows. Let bygones be bygones.
Dah, be strong and stay strong. I'm writing this post for you 'cause I care for you. Living things are borned into this world, they'll die too. No one lives forever. I only came to know this after Bobby died. My grandparents and great-grandparents are still alive, so I don't really understand how it feels when a relative pass away. But what matters is that you cannot allow these things to conquer you. This was what happened to you during the PSLE, right? I hope history will not repeat itself.
Dah, I x3 you and I mean it. If you're still feeling emotional, you can SMS me, or approach Zhi Hui or any of your schoolmates. I'm sure they'll be able to comfort you. Or, you can always take out a photo of your grandfather, and feel him by your side. He'll bless you in heaven and when you need help, he'll be there for you 'cause you're his granddaugther and he loves you deeply. Stay strong and be the happy Sen Jade we all know, okay?