Mood swing's getting worse . Reason?
- Volleyball
- Studies
- Bobby
I don't know if I can take up the challenge . It's a very big challenge for me . What will happen if I can't get into the Main 12 for Volleyball ? What if I flung my studies ? How can I overcome the passing away of Bobby ? All these things came too fast . I cannot take it . I felt faint in the past , and now I fall . Will I be able to stand up strong ? I don't know . I really don't .
Went to Grandparents' house today . Jade and I were talking about PSLE the whole time . Haha . We watched the encore of yesterday's New Year Celebration on TV too . Realised that this year is going to be a good year for me , but my health will be affected . Lucky colour : Orange , Yellow , Gold . Lucky Numbers : 2 , 4 , 6 , 7 . Relationships with the other half will be very good . A surprise waiting . Hmm ..
Oh yeah , met up with Felicia ! Haha . This year she's taking her PSLE . Haha . Pratically everyone commented that I was a lot skinnier than last year . Obvious ? Wulaoshi and Mr Lee said that too ! HAHAHA ! "Your hairstyle suits you a lot ! Nice clothes !" HEH . That was 2 of the most said things from my relatives today . Tomorrow , headache .
I'm vexed . I need to let it out . Like what my mum said , I'm mentally ill (not sick in the mind , like those prositutes and stuff) , since 2 years old . I need help .